A home, a community, a place where I feel like I am needed and belong, and where people wouldn’t hesitate to help me if I asked for their help. A place where people are happy to see me when they see me and it isn’t fake. I must return to this quest, and I must place it above the importance of becoming an ordained minister in a certain period of time. First and foremost, I want to feel like I belong in a church and any denomination associated with it, if there is one.
I see others having this experience, so why can’t I?