I am driven to produce. Stop consuming. Stop producing garbage. Stop eating out all the time. Stop being a tourist. Stop working just enough to get paid enough to consume some more.
I don’t have any special talents or gifts. My vocabulary is that of a smart high school kid. Every time I try to write code, I create something that is good enough for people to use internally, but it would break out in the real world, get easily hacked, and probably garner lawsuits for the code of others that I steal and cobble together with my own patchwork mess. I have never been the smartest person in the room. I am not good looking, and I was never athletic.
Who or what am I to declare that I am fit to produce something?